precious

arjuna.
thankyou for your times.
appreciate it so much.
thankyou for everythings.
happy.
walaupun teruk kena buli. :'(
geram. sakit hati. merajuk.
dah jauh, rindu pulak :(
padan muka.

anyway, thankyou sbb dah buat sy happy.
sorry ada masa moody.
bila nak jauh, biasalah moody.
love you arjuna.
forever. insyaAllah.
thankyou for the memories.
kenangan.
kita buat kenangan lagi :')

because part of you is part of me.
 thankyou for bring me to them.

gemuk sebab hati senang.
kan arjuna?
bukan makan hati. :)

xoxo,
RatuHatiAwak

dear you

do you know how hard the life be without you ?
im sure you do.
just like what you felt before.

im sorry to put you in those situations.
where problems are our biggest enemies.
where certain people are our biggest enemies.

just like what you said to me,
past is past.

the hurts that we  felt before, unite us.
we are thankfull and blessed for everything that happened before.
everything happened for a reason.
and only we knew what the reason was.

back on the first place we met.
theres nothing going on between us.
it was just like two strangers having a conversations.
having a dinner together.
talk, laugh, and smile to each other for the first time.
how can i forget that day. its such a joy.

our first blind date. is it meaningfull to you dear ?
it was to me. why ?
because its the beginning of our most adventure life.

like a story line.

the exposition : things started easy at the beginning. first blind date.

the rising : started to know each other better. and guess what. we started to love each other right ? we just dont fight for it.

CLIMAX : i hate this part. where theres so many problems. too much conflict that keep us apart. at this time we just realized that we need each other more than we thought. deep inside, we knew we do love each other. is it too late ? too late to realized everything ? i thought im not going to see you again. we thought it was over. our heart hurts much with them.

we apart.

we thought our life could be better without each other. we are wrong. damn wrong.
you become worst, and unmanageable. didnt ate anything for many days. your study were totally out. crying for few days. ohmy. how could i did this to you.. now i realized how much important i am to you as a source of strength to you everyday. im sorry to put you in this. i do feel the same just like you do when we apart..

the falling action :
we started to fight for feelings. one by one we settled the problems. settled together. we started to become the reason why we raised. again, you became my backbones and i became yours. Alhamdulillah. we were back together again. still fighting for our dreams. still strive for goals. day by day, the love grows. even sometimes we quarrel much, the love become stronger. do you realized ? each time we argue, the stronger the love. isnt it amazing ? after what we have been through before, we deserve this baby. we deserved this happiness.

the denouement :
creating our own family.
the solemnization. - we are on our way for this dear. may Allah ease everything for us. amin.


NO ONE KNOWS WHAT WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH BEFORE TO BE LIKE TODAY. 


baby, i do really appreciate everything you done for me. thankyou awak. thankyou so much.

truely,
RatuHatiAwak

dear you,

how would i express my love to you ?


i love you till the sun turned into purple.

i love you till the raindrops becomes chocolate drops.

i love you till the clouds turned into cottons.

i love you till the lava turned into melted gold.

i love you till a mute man tells his deaf friend about a blind man that saw a guy with no legs walking on water.

and

dengan izin Allah...I WILL LOVE YOU TILL JANNAH.
and i know, you will always love me more than i do.

your imperfections complete me.
my imperfections complete you.

hold my hands, and be with me.
let us walk together.
walk through the pains and charmed together.
overcome the pains.
overcome the sadness.
together we conquer our world.
to create a wonderfull blessing life's.
to create a new world full of joy.
i cant done everything without you.
i need you to make my dreams come true.
to make your dreams come true.
and make our dreams come true.

your imperfections complete me.
my imperfections complete you.

Thankyou for everything you have done to me.
Thankyou for each seconds you spend for me.
Thankyou for each seconds you remember me.
Thankyou for holding my back.
Thankyou for fulfill your promises.


love,
RatuHati awak.

see you soon my other half. :')

dear you.

dear momok,

I know you super worried because you dont have much times  for me. I know you afraid that i'll be bored with you. I know you afraid that i'll look for other guys. I know you afraid that i will be bored of waiting. And you are super duper most seriously worried of losing me. kan ?  Awak, please. you dont have to be worried that much. I know your works. I understood you well baby. I know your position. I know your responsibles to them. I'll always be your backbones, your advisor, your baby, your listener, your spirit, your strength, your soul, your love's one..  

dont worry, be happy and smile. :)

xoxo,
your cimok.

dear you.

dear momok,

You know how much we hate each other at the first sight. But when things turned upside down, we both cant losing each other now. i know you've proposed me thousand times. Im sorry to make you keep waiting. No worries. When the times comes, we'll be together. If we're meant to be, we will be. 

Thankyou for trusting me. :)

xoxo,
your cimok.